Tuesday, March 25, 2008
No matter what you say about love
I keep coming back for more
Keep my hand in the fire
sooner or later I'll get what i'm asking for
went t cantonment tday with dear and jack. they went t go buy psp. the woman was seriously irritatin, but yet, you cant show her attitude or anythin like tat cause she's like a police officer. lols. went t eat thn homed whil dear and jack went t play ball. thought a lot on the way home, talked on the phone with sa and van.
today was seriously our worst fight ever, tat i no. we've been through a lot, at least, tats wad i think, this is the first time i went through so many things, so many fights, but like i said, i dont regret a single part of it cause as long as i no you love me as much as i love you, tats all that is sufficient. tats all that matters. i cant shake off the feeling of fear cause t say tat i dont care bout wad others think of me is a big fat lie, i do, it does bother me that im thought of in a way that im realli affected by, but, as long as neither you nor my frens think of me this way, its fine by me. im still young, definitely, i agree with what she says, she didnt say anything thats wrong, or doesnt make sense, and i no she's worried tat i'll hurt you, so once again i'll give you this promise, i wont lie t you, i wont change my heart, cause seriously, you're the first guy to have ever made me feel this way, and i wna have more 6's with you. i'll try nt t let this affect me or strain our relationship. dont think tat i'll breakup with you ok, cuase im very sure of my own feelings, and im sure i wont, cause you've become smth that i can no longer live without. ily loads dear.
valentine's day/4:47 AM